I want more oral sex, what can I do?

Talk to your sexual partner about your needs. Communicate honestly that you want oral sex. But then also be prepared to respond to the needs of the other person. In other words, if you take, you should also give. If your partner is completely averse to oral sex, ask why. There may be other options or measures you can take to make it more comfortable for both of you. However, you should never force or pressure anyone.

I (f) always give my partner a blowjob, but he doesn't want to with me.

Unfortunately, this is the case in many straight relationships. Ask your partner why he doesn't want to give you oral sex. Communicate honestly how you feel and tell him openly that you find this unfair. If he does not respond to your wishes on principle, it is only understandable if you no longer want to satisfy him orally. In a relationship it is important to talk about your needs and feelings. This also applies to sex.

Is oral sex disgusting?

No, oral sex is not disgusting. Just as sex is not disgusting. In any case, hygiene is key during oral sex! Many feel more comfortable if they have showered beforehand. However, this is not a must. Unfortunately, many women refrain from having oral sex because they are ashamed, fear smelling unpleasant or are afraid that their partner might find it strange. The only thing that helps is to talk about it. Discuss your own fears, be honest and get rid of prejudices and fears together.